Originally Recorded: Wednesday, November 30, 2022

Clear Vows to Struggle and Suffer

In a series of 4 group clearings I'm offering in 2022, I am presenting a thorough clearing of a total of 96 categories of past-life soul vows.

This number "96" represents all forms of spiritual vows I have learned and channeled over the past several years of facilitating vow clearings.

A "vow" in this context is a specific commitment of energy that binds us in a discordant way to a person, situation, or energy, making it hard for us to experience inner freedom.

Vows are more intense, binding forms of energy, since there is often a stronger emotional and spiritual reason behind why they were created.

Each vow category may actually represent many thousands or millions of times the vow has been repeated and intensified within your consciousness, across hundreds or thousands of lifetimes, and also inherited from your ancestors. So this clearing work is actually very deep and also quite broad in scope.

Revoking vows can substantially increase the amount of inner freedom you feel.

You do not need to have participating in any of the 3 previous vow clearings of 2022 to join this one. But if you'd like to still receive all the energy, you can purchase the clearings by clicking here:
Past Vow Clearing 1 | Past Vow Clearing 2 | Past Vow Clearing 3

In this final vow clearing of the year, I am presenting a clearing of 21 forms of "Vows to Struggle and Suffer".  I'm sure just by hearing that title, you can possibly resonate with what this type of energy is and how it could block your life.

These categories of vows represent ways in which we consciously or unconsciously agreed to create more suffering and struggle in our present and future lifetimes.

We create such vows sometimes in religious contexts, where the emphasis may be on abdicating our power so we can be controlled externally. We may also create these vows due to strong emotional reactivity in relationships, traumatic contexts, or contexts that provoked strong reactions of fear, confusion, helplessness, or panic.

100% of people reading about this clearing are running some or all of these vows at some level of your soul, according to my intuitive guidance. Why the vows were created, and how many of them are running, will vary person to person.

In addition to any other spiritual work you may be doing, I strongly encourage you to consider regularly having your vows cleared, as the result can be a substantial increase in inner capacity to heal, attract blessed circumstances and conditions, and to fulfill your Divine Purpose.

Here is the list of "vows to struggle and suffer" we will be using as our basis in this upcoming clearing:

1. anxiety -- inner programming and vows to be anxious about everything

2. worry -- inner vows to use worry as a protection strategy "to prevent the worst from happening"

3. be a victim (of circumstances, of other people)

4. closing the mind (to new ideas) --- prevents learning, change, and growth

5. death for a cause (and "this will be the death of me") -- usually taken in military or political contexts

6. eating disorders -- my guidance indicates that this

7. fear (a strong commitment of energy in the soul to remain in a state of fear)

8. food combinations (often a result of rigid religious programming in past lives)

9. hard work (Puritanical work ethic -- always having to push yourself to accomplish anything)

10. kill the ego (Buddhist "no self" philosophy)

11. life, growth, and evolution must happen only or primarily through struggle, strain, force, suffering, pain, and negativity

12. not to be in present time, in the here and now (because of fear, trauma, etc.)

13. not to change (or the sense that it's mandatory to change)

14. not to experience the fullness of Spirit and spiritual connection while in a physical body

15. not to risk doing, being, attracting, or becoming something (because it's not safe)

16. protection as a pseudo-spiritual defense mechanism (so that we can prevent projected future suffering, etc.)

17. rebellion (I'm going to be nothing like my family, "never be like my father", never be like my mother", etc.  This is a vow of battle.)

18. retention of pain (and pain identity) as a pseudo-protective mechanism

19. tolerate injustice (self-defeat and blocks to compassion -- what could I do to change the world?)

20. travel restrictions (not leaving certain physical, emotional, mental, or spiritual "locations" based on fear)

21. unfairness (Who am I to succeed when "that person over there" didn't?  I should be ashamed to want that.)